Am I, are we commiting bad faith on Yahoo Answers?

Story: I found out that for the past week I have been asking too many questions about personal relationships (whether it is with an abstract deity or a living human being) and hoping another person can answer me by giving me the best advice or argument. I ask about the existence of God and ask for argumentative proof. But I already have in my mind an atheistic mindset and am waiting for someone--perhaps, one who can construct the most pedantic and lofty prose--to revalidate it so that I no longer have to be bothered by it. Am I acting in Sartrean bad faith?